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your indifference so innocuous; useless and meaningless

i am the one and only neil brian.
full name neil brian narido labayna born in the philipines came to singapore turning 14 in 2009.
studying in aiss.
studied in andps.

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Romeo or Hamlet. Death claims both feeling or thinking men.

i thought i knew how losing a love was.
well, the truth is, i don't really.
i keep reflecting back on the past.
on that mirror of time.

was that love? can't be... it seemed too petty; too insignificant.
and as the mirror grew old, i don't care.
i don't give a damn.

and yes, i had let go.
but it was too easy.

while others were holding to a thick rope, i was only holding on to silk thread...

and do you know what?
all of you felt sadness you lived upset.
i felt happiness i lived lying.

but i am sad.







this alt. blog for all the philosophical, emo, thought stuff is extremely useful.
i should have used this blog earlier.

now, i feel like reposting main blog posts.
:P
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now then, let's look at this Bible verse.

i thought this was pretty sweet.
i thought deeper about it, and i realised this truly what love means.

i'll show you how much i failed to acheive this.
but we all make mistakes.
and we can make mistakes in love too.

i'm gonna color code each part on how much i feel i had that aspect.
red - did not have
orange - nuetral
green - i think i did.
dark green - i had







during hist lesson:








well, some info on what i'm gonna blog tmrw.
no time, i hope you understand (you, as in anyone out there reading my alt. blog)

it's mainly to clear up a mind block hui ying caused me,
basically she told me a qns that contradicted all my actions.
the below text is roughly what i remembered.

"why do you write about letting go, doesn't that mean you haven't let go yet?"

"but i did"

"then why do you write about this (the recent Principles of Letting go). didn't you already forget or something?"

grr...





a thinker is one of many.
he shares many ideas.
i call ideas that already existed 'principles'
a principle is thought along with other thinkers.

the only people who create ideas are scientist, philosophers.
what about religious figures?
they are simply a great, or greater, follower of an existing religion.

let's say the Pope or the Vatican. he doesn't create the Catechism of the Catholic Church. he based it on existing ideas and principles. the ideology of Christianity.

a thinker is one of many.
they are thanked for sharing,
humbled they do not create.

so, i don't really expect people to tag me.
thinkers never force listeners.





while i was typing this. i remembered what Tian Jie told me about philosophies.

he said that even though you have this particular topic or idea, it is most likely that perhaps a hundred or thousand other people in the world thought of that already.

well, i must agree with him.
however, i must also clarify, i am no philosopher, yes?
but i am a thinker, no?

i am a thinker.

not a person who creates ideas and claim it proudly his own, but a man who humbly shares it.
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now then.
what shall i post?

ah. yes, here is an extract on my version on a principle. the full text is in my organiser.
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Principles of Letting Go.
philosophy of the world, shared by thinkers.

"Before the time you had to let go, there was the time you held it. Before you held it, you had nothing before."

"If letting go means to revert to that normal time. There is no harm."

"You have to let go because it hurts. You have to let go because you can't fight for it, because you are holding on to nothing; something that had already left."





welcome to my alternative blog.

i decided to sort all my future thought and philosophical posts and stuff in here.
all my quotes and whatever chim stuff.
here.
so, yeah.

some posts may be chim-ed up like hell.
some posts may be f*ck-ed up like hell.

and would leave people either confused or offended.
:P

k, once again.

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