no one, had this feeling
Saturday, December 5, 2009 8:54 PM
prove me wrong.
do you know the feeling, that you feel so jealous yet happy yet indifferent yet irritated?
so goddamn confused for that very moment but soon you don't much care :)
more of,
you see something you never really knew much.
you know about it, you expected it.
and you feel so damn stupid realising it now.
you feel like a fool
the fool who wants to smack his/her head off his'/her's body.
any person in concern of that subject.
you feel like a jealous fool :)
but,
you feel somehow indifferent.
like 'hey, i don't give a damn about that!'
should you care?
NO, you shouldn't and you did not.
because the subject in concern of is of long ago and all-so insignificant.
you feel so goddamn happy,
you feel like a happy fool and
thank that goddamn boy or girl for
being part of his life and his experience.
you feel like jumping and laughing as though it's a joke.
you feel like beaming a smile so wide you don't give a f*ck about the people in concern anymore.
and you feel so irritated, like you could do something that moment in time not to experience that. and change it to what you want it to be, your way.
haha. try,
prove me wrong.
Logic will get you from A to B. Imagination
will take you everywhere.