i need be
Thursday, February 4, 2010 10:17 PM
enough enough enough.
i'm tired of talking and thinking stuff in my life.
so far,
i see myself ditching the effort to get a perfect msg.
oh hold on, it's impossible -.-
the world seems so boring because i'm stuck just doing what i'm supposed to do.
i enjoy the 6pm orange setting sun shining through the window in bus 965.
i enjoy the hustle and bustle of transfers in between mrt stations and lines.
i enjoy the mundane, quiet environment of a Senkang neighbourhood when walking to CLB.
sch's been a bore.
it's either i've been sleeping 1/2 an hour later than usual.
or that i feel all so bored during lesson.
triple sciences: you must be crazy.
lower sec, we learnt a science chapter at a time.
now in upper sec, learning tripled.
now i'm running 3 trains along my tracks.
my station is full and my passenger are impatient and grouchy.
by the time my train arrives, the passengers are tired and sleep.
a math + e math.
it's a love-hate relationship with the world of numbers and unknowns.
...
raging hormones.
hold on, correction, DYING hormones.
i feel like life's a standstill.
there's nothing nothing nothing to look forward to everyday.
i'm dying dying dying.
i regret my past,
i'm sorry sorry sorry.
for whatever shit to whoever shit.
I NEED TO BE HAPPY...
and i forgot who told me that
Logic will get you from A to B. Imagination
will take you everywhere.