if i were a goodfella
Friday, April 23, 2010 8:13 PM
Anything I wanted was a phone call away. Free cars. The keys to a dozen hideout flats all over the city. I bet twenty, thirty grand over a weekend and then I'd either blow the winnings in a week or go to the sharks to pay back the bookies.
For us to live any other way was nuts. Uh, to us, those goody-good people who worked shitty jobs for bum paychecks and took the subway to work every day, and worried about their bills, were dead. I mean they were suckers. They had no balls. If we wanted something we just took it. If anyone complained twice they got hit so bad, believe me, they never complained again
Didn't matter. It didn't mean anything. When I was broke, I'd go out and rob some more. We ran everything. We paid off cops. We paid off lawyers. We paid off judges. Everybody had their hands out. Everything was for the taking. And now it's all over.
And that's the hardest part. Today everything is different; there's no action... have to wait around like everyone else. Can't even get decent food - right after I got here, I ordered some spaghetti with marinara sauce, and I got egg noodles and ketchup.
I'm an average nobody... get to live the rest of my life
Logic will get you from A to B. Imagination
will take you everywhere.
like a schnook.
7:56 PM
For us to what's the point to live studying? any other way was nuts. Uh, to us, i don't want to be those goody-good people who worked shitty jobs for I need a job with bum great paychecks and took the i don't mind taking subway to work every day, and I don't wanna be worried about their my bills, were I don't want to be dead. I'm mean they were not gonna be a suckers. They had no balls. If we wanted something we just took it. If anyone complained twice they got hit so bad, believe me, they never complained again
but what's the point?
game designing just a poly path.
what? i'm supposed to be a computer engineer?
do i get paid good? i want to get paid good.
what's the point of triple science i ask you?
i'm not gonna be a frickin doctor. never.
Logic will get you from A to B. Imagination
will take you everywhere.
Saturday, April 17, 2010 9:14 PM
NOT FOR A PASS, NOR A POSITION.
BUT.
I NEED TO WORK. NOW.
Logic will get you from A to B. Imagination
will take you everywhere.
again
Wednesday, April 14, 2010 9:41 PM
it's that godd*mn feeling of
complacency
Logic will get you from A to B. Imagination
will take you everywhere.
now posted as,
Tuesday, April 13, 2010 9:13 PM
exams are coming.
looking rather forward for it.
my first Sec 3 exam paper. what to expect?
i feel more hopelessful than last year.
i've to study, of course :)
good thing chinese is gone out of my life. i've got my CLB oral tmrw.
i don't really care for a position actually. some people deserve it more.
Logic will get you from A to B. Imagination
will take you everywhere.
as posted on,
9:01 PM
6:00 PM - Thursday, April 30, 2009
@ http://pplaythatbeat.blogspot.com/exams are coming.didn't see someone online for a few days.
most probably because of mugging for
the exams. and doesn't look in good shape
or mood in days.
other than having happiness in folding flying stuff.
i read.
i understand.
but i don't understand why
i'm still waiting for the person...
and even if i wait.
it's all going to end.
i'm the unstable atom,
half-life till full decomposition.
the person's going and gone soon enough.sigh.i decided to set full throttle formugging today.
sigh.
it's labour day but
i've to study.i don't look very very forward to mye.science test looks horrible.
i need to balance equations.
maths test seem ok but i'm not content.
i need to refresh my knowledge.
english compre went to the year lowest.
just have to stop making mistakes during the paper.
literature.
my poem is screwed.
sigh.
but my paper should be ok.
geo
is the only thing i need not care much.
i only need to refresh my knowledge for that too.
hist.
some drops in points.chinese.
hopeless case.i care of a pass.
but i care more of a position.
Logic will get you from A to B. Imagination
will take you everywhere.
leave the bus, look out the window
Tuesday, April 6, 2010 8:51 PM
so
god damn f*cking sian in the corner of the classroom.
nothing to talk about.
hearing nonsense about being lost about life.
please, i don't have all the time and mind in the world to really bother about you.and even if i want to talk, who the hell care what i say?
tsk, tsk.
i ask for help, i don't know why, it's either i speak too soft or people are deaf.
i do not consider ignorance a condition, its a disability as worse as deafness.
mr tee is
pro -.-
he finally, i say, FINALLY, realise i'm asking him a question.
in the end, he bother?
no, fucking
No.tsk. tsk.
teacher after teacher, adding a tedious burden in my life.
oh shut up brian, i've got no time and mind in the world to bother about these matters...
Logic will get you from A to B. Imagination
will take you everywhere.
(edit) you've got all the time and the mind in the world?
Monday, April 5, 2010 6:03 PM
Principles of My Life(i) To be happy and every action I make benefits me, and everyone on my side, most.
(ii) To refrain from the tediousness* of life, as much as possible, forsaking only what is needed, and through this achieve (i)
*in which politics is tedious
**in which dwelling over pointless matters of hypocrisy is tedious
***in which dwelling over sadness and regret is tedious
****in which dwelling over the opinions of others towards me which I have no right, nor time in the world to bother about, is tedious
Logic will get you from A to B. Imagination
will take you everywhere.
on Monday, April 20, 2009
Sunday, April 4, 2010 10:15 PM
8:13 PM) timothyfoong: anddo you wanna go AA?
(8:13 PM) ~i'll face out a: wah, stress...hm
why not.
ok
(8:13 PM) timothyfoong: !!
(8:14 PM) ~i'll face out a: but i'm kinda tired of training already.
(8:14 PM) timothyfoong: we're not starting training anytime soon
(8:15 PM) ~i'll face out a: well, i don't mind doing another tense day of footdrill, long case (yay), short case and toc next year.
(8:15 PM) timothyfoong:next year will be damn tense damn difficult
(8:15 PM) ~i'll face out a: oh, then...
(8:16 PM) ~i'll face out a: um...
(8:16 PM) timothyfoong: okay, i'll take that as a yes first okay?
(8:16 PM) ~i'll face out a: ok
how about you?
(8:17 PM) timothyfoong: still deciding.
(8:17 PM) ~i'll face out a: well, if you're going i'm going. who the hell will call if i'm not.
(8:18 PM) timothyfoong: haha
(8:18 PM) ~i'll face out a: hah. well, good night. cya
Logic will get you from A to B. Imagination
will take you everywhere.
d'oh
Thursday, April 1, 2010 9:45 PM
i don't know why.
i've got this habit of complaining about life.
maybe i'm just neurotic ._.
competition day in 2 days.
i cut my hair, i don't feel different ):
been to facebook, busy seeing well known people repeatedly spamming birthday greetings or wall posts to others. tsk. (hypocrites, tsk, posers, tsk ): )
whatever.
sigh...
yawn/.
Logic will get you from A to B. Imagination
will take you everywhere.