:(
Wednesday, July 7, 2010 10:20 PM
low self esteem is kicking in once again...
sigh...
SJAB life is seriously getting boring.
for now i guess.
to think of it, i don't really have any much close connections in the Corp :(
my platoon-mates are great and fun and all :)
but really, it's the fact that most of my closest friends aren't in SJAB, or even mutually related.
inter-corp wise, i honestly feel i'm just a nobody. someone whom noone really notices or cares about, the quiet guy. trying hard but getting nothing.
i guess i should just lay low. don't even look into getting into OTC, but then again, who expects me to go?
talking about expectations.
i'm scared, i'm really really scared. that i'll screw up to all the simple and minute tasks i'm given, that i'll fail those who expect me to help :(
sigh... sigh.
got more to talk about school, but not today.
Logic will get you from A to B. Imagination
will take you everywhere.